Hello bloggey,
I've miss you.
Mmm. whats been up? well i guess life? which consist of work, play and everything else in between.
Life has been interesting to say the least. Never in my life did i think i'll be where i am. And i guess the reason why i am where i am is because i choose to just keep my heart close to my Father in heaven. He knows things better than i do. I've learn that i didn't have to understand or know why the present is as it is, but to know that i can trust Him who has given it : ) And i can say that He never fails to show me that he cares, and that His purpose will always outshine my thoughts that are not as wide as His :)
Sometimes i wonder if i've taken the right path. I do feel that my heart feels at rest with the chooses i've made because i feel that it was not made out of grasping and striving but by just resting in Him. I know i may loose out in the worldly terms of finance and maybe comfort, popularity, in the advancement of my career, and other stuff the world glorifies. But i know with all my heart, I will not loose out in the long term :) lets keep storing up treasures in heaven.
Fishers of men.
I feel that i've learn to see that everyone has their strengths and weaknesses and that's why i don't ever want to look down on another, or gossip about them because i know im not perfect too. Whatever it is, how ever people are, i want to be able to just be love. I guess it won't be easy? but I've heard its worth it. : ) I hope others will realize that i am different from them, and i do have my strengths and weakness too, just that they have to look at both, even in themselves.
Guys? im leaving that with God. To much trouble for the brain and heart. I've always failed in this department anyway :P. But im sure God is good and maybe when the time comes i'll know that it was worth the time and everything. I know God will care for me and he won't withhold anything good from me. He cares more than i know.
till i post again.
thanks for this space .
sometimes its just necessary to breath . . .
