unworthy.

sometimes i see my own faults and it looks ugly. i wished i was better, i wished i was more loving more patient , kinder, softer, gentler. I guess, i'll always be learning and realizing my own faults would keep me in lowliness, the best position to be for a Christian. Sometimes i feel so unworthy for all the blessing God has given me because im so flawed. How can i be deserving. i must have done something right i guess... He breaks my heart with His patience, love, kindness and gentleness towards me. Thank you lord for your unfailing love. amen.