restlessness.

sometimes i feel utterly restless and hoping for some big thing to happen in my life. While life just drifts by slowly.. and its as though it is a daily surrender of my pen. As though God is saying... Na -a! you don't take the pen from my hand, im going to write down a beautiful delicious , superbly amazing recipe for you. If you were to write it yourself you're gonna get yourself a Hamburger. TRUST ME.

and i hesitantly go... are you sure Lord. like how long must i wait, im sure i can create a pretty decent meal. and He is like " TRUST ME i made the Ingredients i know how to make beauty. So leave it to me hun, im gonna turn your tomatoes and carrots into something amazing! and im like " Seriously Lord, you can make something amazing out of tomatoes and carrots.." .. for real?

Noelle, I totally turn a Shepherd's boy to King, a boy abandoned by His brothers to be the Ruler, i gave the loner Ruth a Boaz, and the orphan Esther to be Queen. I can do what i want, you know what you need to do, have faith and trust me. None of them could have stick through if they did not truly TRUST in me. and Lived by Faith. Do it Noelle. TRUST ME.

I know your deepest desires, I know your deepest needs. I and only I can satisfy the longing of your soul.

I am forever on time and i never build anything in vain.

TRUST ME.